Friday, December 24, 2010

Yule!

Tonight we had our Yule ritual. We started with a gathering of friends for a very well prepared and fun dinner. It was a great start to the evening with lots of conversation and laughter.

After dinner we went to the living room and began our ritual. Ravengrove Coven led the ritual. The Yule log was filled with hopes and dreams for the upcoming new year. We had a small meditation with candle work. We did a banishing using a besom along with salt and peppermint. A friend and I did a reenactment of the battle between the Holly and Oak Kings using plastic knives.
Its been a long time since my wife and I have hosted a ritual at our home. We had a great time and I expect more to follow. The most important part of having celebration ritual is to have fun and enjoy the Sabbot. That is true magick.
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Friday, December 10, 2010

Not much going on here today Pt 2

I decided to take the trip to Texas and see my dad in the hospital after his surgery. It was determined he had a clot in his brain and was bleeding. The doctors said they needed to operate to remove the clot and stop the bleeding. The operation lasted for about an hour and a half while I was on a flight to texas to see him. The operation was a sucess and on the road to recovery. When I arrived, I saw him and though he was sleeping semi-concious, he recognized me and called out to me. Most of what he said I couldn't understand. We just enjoyed the time together.
My time with him passed and he was getting better. I returned home and enjoyed time with my family by going to Disneyland for Thanksgiving. The next day I received a call that my father took a turn for the worst. He was unresponsive, had a high fever and the doctors were unsure as to why. I then received a call that my father did not show any brain activity and was placed on a ventilator to keep him alive. It turns out he survived the stroke however he contracted E coli while in the hospital. His body quickly deteriorated and my family decided to remove him from the ventilator. My father's body lived for another thirty minutes after being removed from the ventilator. He passed away November 30th 2010.
I'm glad I was able to see him before he died as he was able to recognize me and communicate to a degree. I didn't go back when he no longer had brain activity as I believed he had already passed and his body was being kept alive artificially. My wife and I flew back to Texas to attend his funeral. My dad was buried on December 4,2010 which was his 29th wedding anniversary to my mom. That date was not our choice. Sometimes the universe has a way of making things happen full circle.
Love you Pop.
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Sunday, November 14, 2010

Not much going on here today.

Its not very fun when you find out your parent is sick, very sick.

Six months ago my dad came down to visit and had to tell me what to expect when I get older like he was on a time table and was on a quest to get it done. He also seemed to be talking about his own mortality. It seemed odd to me at the time which I had to ask him if he was sick and wasn't telling me. He assured me at the time he was fine.

Six months later he's in intensive care and had suffered another stroke. Family are starting to gather fearing the worst.

I can't get rid of this feeling that if I go, it will complete the circle and he will decide to let go.
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Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Testing and Tools!

I'm going full tilt into studying my grade material. I hope to test early next month. I've also been working feverishly making Magickal tools in my grade. My good friend and brother Jeremy said I learned a great secret in the occult that when making Magickal tools, you discover much more about the tool than when you started. It like you get an illuminated moment or moments. I'm going to slow down on tool making and concentrate more on studying until my test is done.
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Friday, November 5, 2010

The Universe in the palm of your hand

The solid greek cubical cross. Its a project I've been working on for a few days now. While thinking about starting the project it came to me that it represents the microcosmic symbol of the universe. It is compressed. It is in everything like the atom. It contains the elements, the ancient planets and the astrological signs. It also contains the alchemical signs to boot! All this in the palm of your hand. Quite a thought.
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Monday, November 1, 2010

Making Magick

The last few months have been very fruitful for me in terms of creating magick (Magickal tools). A good friend and I have combined our energy and resourses to get off our butts and creating tools as well as a full GD temple. The fire burns bright as we work on the work. Seeing the progress motivates me to do more. What was that first spark of motivation? Was it a result of someone else's changes? Perhaps, regardless of who caused the spark, that spark started a fire of creation here in Bako.
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Wednesday, October 20, 2010

My personal temple tools: a work in progress.

Who would have thought making a set of GD temple tools would be so time consuming and difficult. As you can see by the photographs, I completed a double cubical altar which was both expensive and difficult to construct. It also too about twelve hours to complete.

My current project is to complete the GD cross and triangle. I completed the cutting process today which by the way, I never thought I would use geometry again. I still have to sand, shape and paint the cross and triangle. Like I said it is a work in progress. I'll post another blog when I complete the latest project.

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