Monday, November 23, 2009

Conversing with angels

Well, the other day.....(I say the other day because I can't remember what day it was), I was doing my daily rituals consisting of the LBRP, BRH and MP. In additition of my daily rituals I performed the LIRP to meditate with an archangel on my current path and direction. I based my questions from the recent tattwas work. I feel that I must keep the name of the archangel private as I feel it is personal information that is not needed here. Anyhoo, while meditating I did not get anything, absolutely nothing. So I closed up my ritual and it was the end or so I thought. A couple of days ago, I read Fr POS' blog on thought forms. It was inspiring, it was great, it was what I needed to be reminded of. Then it hit me. I recently did a LIRP and although the archangel did not come to me in my meditation, he came to me through another. It seemed very odd to me that another person would be inspired to write a blog on the very thing that I needed to work on. Very cool indeed.

Today, I was performing my daily rituals ( instead of using the initials every time I say daily rituals, we will just assume them when I say daily rituals) along with the LIRP. During my meditation with the archangel, I asked about my role in the lodge I belong to. I saw a Pyramid among the clouds or was it smoke? The Pyramid had a bright beacon at the top shining brightly piercing the obstruction. The Pyramid was gray in color. It wasn't the first time I had seen a Pyramid in a meditation. A few months back I was meditating with another archangel, I had gotten a black Pyramid with a bright beacon on top. I still have yet to determine why I received a Pyramid and what it means.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Tattwas work Pt 4

After performing my daily rituals, I did my third and final tattwas work for the week. I used the earth tattwa tile again. I felt confident with my vibration of the proper names for the element.

During my journey, I met up with a odd figure that I could only describe as a gnome. The travelocity gnome had nothing on this one. Anyhoo, I greeting the (we'll call it gnome) gnome and we walked through the grassy meadow together. We didn't speak very much. We came to a dirt road as far as the eye can see. I said that the road was long. The gnome said that the road is a long one but rewarding.

I began to think to myself was this only in my head? Was I doubting being in the earth plane? The scene changed to a steep narrow cliff and I was walking to the end of the cliff with the gnome. Looking out past the cliff the sky was of flashing colors mainly of green, gray, and brown. The gnome said...you must have faith. I thanked the gnome and left the scene. I exited and banished.

Very different experience from yesterday.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Consulting with angels

Tonight I'm going to consult with an archangel to try and find out where my Magickal path is headed.

Tattwas Pt 3


Here is the final product. Total cost to make was about $30.00.
The first time I did tattwa work. I forgot to vibrate some names and didn't clear the work space. I didn't notice anything wrong after.
I did ritual today, began with the LBRP, BRH and MP. I took my earth tattwa tile, faced to earth. I meditated on the tile until I felt ready to go on my journey. I vibrated the names, did what I was supposed to do. Unfortunately, I couldn't get focused when I was on my journey. As soon as I was in, I couldn't control my body actions, much like when I try an run in a dream. It was like my actions were circular and everything around me was moving around in a circle. Very odd feeling. I ended up leaving the journey early to avoid any further problems. I went back through the veil and closed with the LBRP and BRH. It was frustrating but since its only my second journey I guess they will get better.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Tattwas Work Pt 2


Well, here is the completed earth Tattwa tile which was very easy to make. After completing the tile, I couldn't wait to try it out.
I went into my temple space and did my pre-meditation work rituals. I sat down and meditated on the tile. Soon after moving the tile away, I walked into a veil that seemed very chaotic and watery. Everything that I looked at seemed to move around, couldn't get a direction or stop moving. I thought is this is what meditating on the Tattwas were like? Then, I realized that perhaps I haven't walked completely through the veil of the earth plane. I walked past the veil and walked right into a forest meadow. Reminded me of past camping trips to Balch Park. I met up with Sandalphon who I called out to. We walked together for sometime. I looked around and saw little people. Possibly gnomes? I don't know, didn't get to close to them. I was just in awe of being there. What was most impressive was the sun. The sun was very bright. I thought to myself that the sun provides so much life giving energy. I said goodbye to Sandalphon and left the plane. I walked back through the veil and saw the earth tile again. I'm looking forward to my next journey.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Making Tattwas

I've been in the Market for a set of Tattwas cards or something that I could just pay for and use right out of the box. Unfortunately, I haven't found anything locally. I did find an out of print tattwas box set that would set me back about sixty dollars. Well, I don't have sixty dollars to pay for a set of tattwas cards. I know what the tattwas supposed to look like and I'm going to meditate on the first basic symbols. I was telling Fr POS some time back about the idea of using tiles. When I said tiles, I meant the white small bathroom tiles and paint the symbols on them. I went to a tile store this past weekend and I found a thirteen by thirteen white ceramic tile. The tile would suit perfectly in that when you meditate on the symbol, you wouldn't have to worry about seeing anything but the symbol on a white background. Pretty cool. Will be working on it this week hopefully I will have it done and post the pics here.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

LBRP viewed from the Astral?

The other day I performed the LBRP, BRH and the MP. After my rituals I went to take a shower. While in the shower, I leaned against the wall and began to doze off. I had an interesting bird's eye vision of a LBRP being performed from the view of the astral.

The magician was standing in a darkened area (since it did not appear to be limited to a room). The magician was then creating circles moving in all directions like a pebble after it hits a body of water. I saw a brilliant white light moving down taking up the body of the magician, the white light then crossed through the magicians shoulders. I then saw pentegrams formed one by one in four directions. Then as the magician stood, I saw four other figures materialize outside of the pentegrams. I believe the figures to be the four arch angels. They appeared to be calm, approachable, yet intimidating.

The vision was quite vivid and detailed.

Monday, March 9, 2009

Introduction

I'm a fairly new initiate in a magickal order that involves funny hats. With that being said, I'm going to post my personal magickal working, fumbles and triumphs.