Not much going on here today.

Its not very fun when you find out your parent is sick, very sick.

Six months ago my dad came down to visit and had to tell me what to expect when I get older like he was on a time table and was on a quest to get it done. He also seemed to be talking about his own mortality. It seemed odd to me at the time which I had to ask him if he was sick and wasn't telling me. He assured me at the time he was fine.

Six months later he's in intensive care and had suffered another stroke. Family are starting to gather fearing the worst.

I can't get rid of this feeling that if I go, it will complete the circle and he will decide to let go.

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Testing and Tools!

I'm going full tilt into studying my grade material. I hope to test early next month. I've also been working feverishly making Magickal tools in my grade. My good friend and brother Jeremy said I learned a great secret in the occult that when making Magickal tools, you discover much more about the tool than when you started. It like you get an illuminated moment or moments. I'm going to slow down on tool making and concentrate more on studying until my test is done.

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The Universe in the palm of your hand

The solid greek cubical cross. Its a project I've been working on for a few days now. While thinking about starting the project it came to me that it represents the microcosmic symbol of the universe. It is compressed. It is in everything like the atom. It contains the elements, the ancient planets and the astrological signs. It also contains the alchemical signs to boot! All this in the palm of your hand. Quite a thought.

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Making Magick

The last few months have been very fruitful for me in terms of creating magick (Magickal tools). A good friend and I have combined our energy and resourses to get off our butts and creating tools as well as a full GD temple. The fire burns bright as we work on the work. Seeing the progress motivates me to do more. What was that first spark of motivation? Was it a result of someone else's changes? Perhaps, regardless of who caused the spark, that spark started a fire of creation here in Bako.

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